If I am playing games like playstation,xbox or whatsoever..I wish i can keep on levelling up..but.. thing is what shouldnt be levelling up just keep on climbing its way up to the top.. >.<
I am referring to projects.I loved them.the best motivation to keep me moving on and not fall.hahas.retarded isnt it. *nods*
I will never get into this line in the future..too stressful to take it as a career..Its my passion..so I will work on something related but hopefully i can get an office job but not sitting inside from 9 to 6 or later than that.I will call for 995.hahas.i need a job that allows me to work indoor and outdoor.and if I have my own family in the future,of course they will be my priority. =))
striking a balance isnt easy.but human state of mind.lots of psychoing job to be done.hahas.
life is not all about work.so lets talk about something else.hmm.
outings with my besties..have been good..hehe
few happenings lately to a few of my good friends..I know its very hard to go through tough times..but you all will definitely be able to handle it well one okay..hang in there~I am a phone call away..and thanks for the in depth sharings.thanks alot for trusting me. =)
Its april anyway~may 21st celebrating 21st~~wheee. *I am not hinting anything ah* =P I am just being excited..for fun..hahas..but defintiely not mad..hehe. maybe nothing will happen on that day.. =X I will just stay home to rot or go out shop,sing with my friends or?? hmm.dont know.ahhas.There may be a few advance celebrations.lala.I am not thick skinned.I am just saying 'may be'.hahas. =P
very long never watch movies already.. =( about four months? =(
now that i went to zoo with my 2 besties.i want go explore..other places.hahas.
there may be a studying trip to hong kong around..dont know.waiting for confirmation.
want go overseas! =( ='(
and i want do more voluntary work~~ =)
my ipod go crazy nowadays..so irritating..boo..
same goes for my handphone..i never even dropped my handphone..why so sot one.argh.i think too many photos and songs inside already. =X
but I must admit sony ericsson phone camera are good. =))

MOREeeeeeeeee updates..
i have some work to do..and then..i will drop dead..hahas.. * hug my pigggggs and everything on my bed* =))




I saw him on Saturday Night.
I said hello.I remained so calm.
but after which.I felt very sad.
I know my misses for him never lessened.and yes.
Its a fact I love him alot.





I can only keep my love for him deep inside my heart.
can I express out the feelings in me all these while? I really want to.



I wish I can walk to him.just a few steps nearer.to stand beside him.and care for him.
I dont have the rights already..isnt it?
I am only a friend to him now..am I right?
I am talking to myself on my blog and I know I wont get answers..or will I have the answers?







hes on my mind everyday..and I am missing him more and more as days passed~