Photos uploaded! =)

Tick Tock.12am is here.the long awaiting key to freedom unlocked.
21st of May.I am officially 21.
saddest thing is I dont feel any excitment in me at all.I cant believed i have actually live through 20 years.time passes too fast.way too fast.
Its like you turned around and realised aha! Its another brand new year,new day.
I need to strengthen my endurance level in all matters.I need to become alot more stronger than before.I need to hold back my tears.
how am I supposed to achieve such thoughts.
I can still see some childishness in me.too matured isnt very good i feel.life still need joys and love around.and that will make the world a better one.
emotions stirred up once again.eeks.i just feel uncomfortable.but emoing cant leave my life.in fact,I am living under the control of my own emotions.why is that so.that is bad.i need some reflections.
some happy updates.
I hold my advanced 21st birthday party at Nuovo Condo on 17th of May Sunday.I am unable to attend to everyone needs and feelings because there is quite some people.i am sorry if the party have bore you all somehow or somewhat.
I do hope you all have enjoyed overall. =))
the party started at 10am and ends around 7.but we have to start packing up around 3 plus.as in leaving the function room for others to come in.so in the end,left with the ktv rooms and the games room to hang around.
I would like to thank my cousin meilin and my friends edmund,guo ming and lawrence for waking up so early helping me with the preparations and etc.It must have been really very tiring for you all.I am really grateful for everything.I am sure you all have enjoyed yourselves. =)
I want to thank my da jiu too.thanks for helping me with the booking and etc.he have been helping me in and out on that day.and sorry all.i know the music that day very loud.hahas.
Thanks alot alot to all my friends,cousins and relatives who have attended the party.. =))
I really loved all the prezies.you all must have spent alot on the prezies. =(
for those who cant attend,its alright.i understand. =)) thanks to you all for all the wishes and everything! =))
Thanks to all friends who wish me on facebook,friendster,blog and handphone.hahas.really thank you!! =))
17th May till 21st way.i have been busy with outings and celebrations.hahas.really enjoyed.thanks! =))
and my jadon nephew sang me birthday song! hahas.so sweet of him~
21st May i had a simple and nice outing with one of my friend.thanks for making me laughed all day long.really happy.hope you enjoyed too. =)
and thanks cousin for another prezie on 21st May! ahahs.really shocked me.with the handmade card and the pigs! =P circuit road food.the best.hahas.
I hope you liked the gift I have got for you! =)
my favourite perlini got 70% on selected items now.whee.whee.must go buy! Its definitely worth it! =P
gotta buy birthday prezies now for my few friends upcoming 21st party.hahas.I am being invited!! so excited.hahas.
economy real bad now.I cant find the job I really wanted.have been calling up companies and etc.and I refused to go back to my previous jobs.shall see how.hai~

I have uploaded the party photos to facebook and friendster.so all,please check it out there alright.I am currently lazy to upload to blog.so have to wait. =X

shihui have been making me more and more curious.I am referring to the parcel.hahas.









be happy and fly up high.
easier said than done.

I cant believe.SOON.I will be 21.I am a lady! young lady! =P
*friends will start shaking hands with me* saying 'Congrats Maybelyn Tan Si Qi'!
'Thank you'. 'Thank you'. hahas.
what crap.well,never mind.hahas.Know me for the first time?No.so yea.used to it can already.muahahas.
emotions always got so mixed.past.present and future.I need to become stronger and stonger.HAI.
*momopiggie never say die attitude!* *blow whistles* x 2. =P
my key to freedom..i cant wait..seriously..i may regret when i got the "invisible key" hahas.
missing the good old times.20 years.so many ups and downs.more ahead i am sure.I am an optimistic girl.oops.lady i meant.hehe.i shant reveal my weak side too often.but this is going to be a real tough one to really say it and put into action.aww.how sad. =((
It is alright. =))
hey all,dont forget to wish me!! hahas! i know i am thick skinned.but i still must say remmeber ah! hehehe. =P

The word.'Realize' tells alot about life.hmm.Its more than just a word.thats how i feel.hmm.

The scary and weird place I mentioned at dont know which picture. =X I took some scenery..looks nice huh.but very pian pi there.eeks.neevr go there alone. =( or dont leave there alone. =(Another random one.hehe.mixture of photos. =)Random. =P but they are my good friends.. =))They are all my nice seniors.hoho. =P thanks for all the guidance! I missed you alot carol! =XLove them! nice friends to work with! =)Ft clique~~want to know who? notice repeated faces~~ =XThey are friends who are always in and out of my life1 but always hanging around when I needed their help or their ear to be a good listener! hahas..feel free to throw any whinings back to me too! hahas..I am just 8 numbers away~ =))Collage-me,chuan,gabriel,shuyi! funny friends always make me laugh.hahas~they are happy people..so it is really great to hang out with them~~ =))shuyi..be back to your happy self! you can do it! =))Another collage with abby! she is the one who also went through all tough and good times with me! but she neevr fails to lecture me when I made mistakes..hahas..shes born a leader and she is really capable! she is MISS BUSY. =XCollage-me and abby! hehe..Collage- me and meilin cousin! she is the best cousin besides bjorn! hahas..she is always here for me when I needed help! she gone through all difficult times with me! she never fail to say NO.I am busy. hehe.she is MISS NICE! loves! =))Another collage with her! hehe.we have gone through 8 tough years.Thanks for sharing all my joys and sorrows! more tough years ahead! my best friend! you rock! ;) hehehe..Collage- dearie girl chewheng! =))Uncle James and family! I loved them! =))Oh my god.promise me not to laugh at this picture. =( my cousin took this picture for me years ago.hahas.look funny i know.but control your laughter! =XSecondary times~with chuan and gabriel! they looked so young in the past! hahas. now more man. =XCollage with shihui,edmund,lawrence,guoming! Thanks for everything! =)) more outings when shihui is back! =P

A new guardian angel pig! hahas.I went to buy it..nice right! 5 bucks. =((Jadon and me! cute boy boy! hehe..loves my little nephew! Baobei! =XWaiting for chewheng to end her job interview at some weird place~ =X and I ended up rushing out to bustop..that place is so scary and quiet i ran all my way out..it was really far.. =(Look at him! =PBoy boy playing with me..lol..he is enjoying myself torturing me. =XXMy tangjie Ee Ee and her son (my little nephew) JADON KWOK! hehe..very sweet hor~ =))

Dish washing at TH..It was 10 plus at night and yes.mr edmund pang is enjoying the leftover food after the mother's day celebration..guoming tried to take some food but mission failed. =P

Group project submission day! our oneunity! =)) rushing and touching up in the library! using laptop to camwhore! =X A wonderful day with dearie girl (chewheng)! we got a similar chain and similar pendant with own names engraved on the each of the pendant1 our first similar item for 8 years of friendship! hehe..whee!