This is my first post for 2009..so I shall start off by saying Hello Everyone! hahas.
2008 left us.no matter what happens throughout the year..most important thing is we grew up from everything we faced and learn something.. =))
I admit I did bring some things from 2008 to 2009.I didnt leave it at where it should be left..
I welcome the new year with a little bit of tears.guess the love and misses that have been staying all these while still stays..and I moved on everyday bringing the love and misses everywhere I go..I see my strong side when I am with my close friends..when I am outside..when I am doing drawings..I see my weak side when I dont have something to work on..when I am alone..when late night is here..silently..the tears are back..
anyway..
school will start on Jan 13..I am looking forward.but I cant bear to see holidays ending.hahas.how contradicting.
for elective..I have got into theatre..video production where I will be learning flimmaking and I have got into interactive media too.. =)) I am going to work very hard.because I still have my own course modules..stress will be here soon but I am going to see stress differently this time round. =) I am not someone who will spent all my days doing work.I need to breathe too.hahas.so to my friends who read my post, dont have to wory you all will disturb me..because I will definitely have time for you people.hehe.if i am busy,will let you all know yea. ;) If no one ask me out,I will just spend my free time see can do what or go where ba..hahahas..
and I missed my few besties.sigh.our schedules clashed.[most of the time] booooooooooooooo.
but I am glad we always have some free time to meet up..its the effort we have put in for our friendship. =)) thanks alot girls.. =))
hmm..must meet up with shihui more already..she is going overseas very soon..god..going to be away from singapore for five months! near to half a year! *faint* how am I going to live without you especially in ft..hahas..you must remember your task on 21st may! =XX =P
and I havent got my pay.argh.this is so !@#$%^&*()~. me,bernice and rasche going to wait till 5th of Jan.If not..we are going to contact our manager or we may head down to the outlet to get our pay.I think this is taking far too long.2008 dragged to 2009.I am at a loss for words.kinda pissed.no sense of responsibility.how to trust them and work for them again.sigh.
some thoughts:
I realised we humans are actually not that busy until we have no time for anything.we just dont want to make an effort to spend time with others.we fail to treasure what we have and we take things for granted too easily.
I know its tough to plan time well.but at least put in some effort.for our closed ones.and loved one.even we are really busy..I believed we can at least contact them through sms and etc.I am sure that will made their day and warm their heart.its the thought that matters.. =))
yesterday feel very proud of myself..I cleared all my secondary school stuffs FINALLY.applause please.hahas.and I managed to put all my art stuffs into my cupboard.now its easier to find the things I want.whee.hmm.I realised I got ALOT ALOT ALOT of art things.materials,past work..experimental pieces and alot.hahas.to be frank,I not only have alot of art things,I have alot of dvds..and accessories..clothings..shoes..hahas..but I loved to stick to my few clothings and etc..hahas..I loved games too! hahas..sigh..too bad..no psp..I wish to get one but no $$$$$.*screammmmmmmmmms* =P
was doing some drawings and realised I am lacking of ideas..haiyo..I am getting old.. =(
oh.I am broke.declaring bankrupt.so pleaseeeee save meeeee.by finding sales for me to shop. =X
I ate alot these days..but still maintaining my perfect weight.lol.I dont want to zou yang. *cries*
hmm.I have got my cny clothings.spent around 200plus.the designs are nothing special.simple designs.got 1 yellowish white dress.can match with leggings.and can wear for casual outings.the dresses I have got are not those grand kind for attending wedding dinner or what.hahas.and I got one floral dress.and eevry year without fail..I will get myself a pair of jeans..and I have got two tops too.
nothing better to do.I got a pair of black pants..lol..i find it cheap and the quality is good.. =)
and i have got one 3/4 pants..3 pairs of shorts from mum. =)
think I am going to have another little nephew or niece soon.hehe.. =P
hmm..I need do some readings..library again? I dont know.see how.




I dont know how to be happy.
I am trying hard.the more I push myself..the worst it gets.
I only know life have to move on everyday.
but deep inside my heart..I have expressed my thoughts to him..though its not all my thoughts..I did say how I feel for him..after the tough three weeks..
its going to be a month..no contact doesnt mean I have forgotten you..
how have you been..




I have keep you in my heart..silently..














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