I updated my post some days ago.but I deleted it.
too emo.

well,tutorial weeks over.time is on my side now.sadly,I am not making full use.
dont ask me why.motivation is lacking badly.I thought I am someone who will never say die even the world is going to collapse on me.where have I been.I am losing myself and the sense of direction.

I am unsure where I am standing at this point of time.all I can say I never once given up on anything.NEVER.guess all I have to do now is love what I am doing.and PUSH myself very hard.seriously,I meant it.

who is not feeling stress now.It is all about self-control.isnt it?
Its all about working togather as one.
I may seems like I dont care about a single thing.I have no sense of urgency.I am not doing anything.I am not showing concern or the least attention to things I should.
If anyone is feeling this way,then go ahead.
I no longer want feel bothered with any of these.Its getting way too tiring.come on,give me a break.

I am working on what everyone is working.and I am not fighting for any trophies or top rankings.I just want do my very best and yes.to excel, if I can.nothing else matters.
do pardon me for saying something harsh now.
for certain people:kindly shut up if you doesnt know anything about my life.
dont think you know alot when you know nuts.
dont go around giving unnecessary comments, words or whatever.you are making people's life more terrible and horrible.
you dont have the need to know these or that.get this clear.

someone told me..'live for yourself'.'not for others.'
these six words made me stronger.
maybe I shouldnt let people words caused such a huge impact on me.

had quite alot outings with clique and besties.and other friends.thanks for making each and every outing a wonderful one.looking forward for more. =))
well,photos to be uploaded asap,I hope.hahas.




I missed.. .. .. .. ..

I can see dust all over. =p
I am here for spring cleaning.
but no salary.awwwwwwwww.sad. =p
life has been the same.revolving around projects and more inspirations to come along. =))
went flea market with cousin yesterday evening.omg.found 'treasure'! hahas.so excited.and we spent the same amount.oh.wait.theres one dollar difference.hahas.i spent lesser.die.my kbox outing like gone.I am declaring bankrupt.someone save meeeeeeee.boo.
and for the first time we went to celebrate advance mid-autumn festival! hahahas.cool huh.
but I am rushing off around 7 plus for my religon class.
was late for ten minutes.okay ba.hee.shihui got a seat for me.but I couldnt find her.so I sat at the back.hahas.the class was the longest class i ever went.hahas.I lose concentration but still managed to absorb some la.hahas.
after everything ended,friends who lived the same block as me went home togather.one of them drive so yarhs.hahas.they were pretty crappy I would say.I just sat inside relaxing and keeping quiet.all I do is laughed and LAUGHED.hahas.retarded huh.lol.
weather is so unpredictable nwadays.I have become a good girl too. =X I bring umbrella out everyday.with no complaints.hahas.
tutorial break is here.got to make full use of it.and abby birthday is reaching in like one week time?god.hahas.thats really fast.
i want go sentosa! i want! shall find one day and go during this break time?? hehe.abby! =p
hmm.gonna meet diana to do and discuss work too. =))
got endless people to meet.hahas.
my handphone gone bonkers lately.yea.Its time for a new one.
what a blue sunday.hahas.staying home.facing four walls.and time for bedtime stories! hahas.i want to sleep.I am down with cold.terrible.horrible.ahh.
I dont like cca anymore.i dont know why.Its getting more depressing.okay.the more I hate it,the more I shall love it.*process of psychoing* =p
I have tons of books to return to tp lib.meilin!!!!! =(
I need more enrgy to do more work.can i go to sleep now? =p
YES.permission granted by 'qi'. =p lalalalala.
please.go away cold.go away cold. =(