I updated my post some days ago.but I deleted it.
too emo.

well,tutorial weeks over.time is on my side now.sadly,I am not making full use.
dont ask me why.motivation is lacking badly.I thought I am someone who will never say die even the world is going to collapse on me.where have I been.I am losing myself and the sense of direction.

I am unsure where I am standing at this point of time.all I can say I never once given up on anything.NEVER.guess all I have to do now is love what I am doing.and PUSH myself very hard.seriously,I meant it.

who is not feeling stress now.It is all about self-control.isnt it?
Its all about working togather as one.
I may seems like I dont care about a single thing.I have no sense of urgency.I am not doing anything.I am not showing concern or the least attention to things I should.
If anyone is feeling this way,then go ahead.
I no longer want feel bothered with any of these.Its getting way too tiring.come on,give me a break.

I am working on what everyone is working.and I am not fighting for any trophies or top rankings.I just want do my very best and yes.to excel, if I can.nothing else matters.
do pardon me for saying something harsh now.
for certain people:kindly shut up if you doesnt know anything about my life.
dont think you know alot when you know nuts.
dont go around giving unnecessary comments, words or whatever.you are making people's life more terrible and horrible.
you dont have the need to know these or that.get this clear.

someone told me..'live for yourself'.'not for others.'
these six words made me stronger.
maybe I shouldnt let people words caused such a huge impact on me.

had quite alot outings with clique and besties.and other friends.thanks for making each and every outing a wonderful one.looking forward for more. =))
well,photos to be uploaded asap,I hope.hahas.




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