SH returned to Singapore.hehe..
Both of us went to Marina Barrage..
because of the rain..we cant walk around outside.. =(
never mind..law upcoming birthday..me and sh plan to hold his birthday at marina barrage..hahas..guessed ed and gm will be fine with it..hahahas..dont care.. =P cannot also must say can..lala.. =P

Last Sunday was my de shu su shi da hui~
yh,yj and me created our own madness world! =P
we loved taking photos! hahas..
and SH is back from wuhan! after staying there for 5 months! whee~~~~~~~~~~~
anyway,me and yh would like to go topone again~~hehe
life as usual..light up the dark..let the sun shines and hang in there no matter what~ Jiayou! =))
busy or free..must smile. =))
Oya,sunday night..went for dinner with Ft clique..2 clique combined to one..so theres about 8 people?hahas.took 2 group photos at the restaurant..waiting for yh to send then will upload to blog~hehe..

Went Topone to sing with another FT clique~ =))
Yinghui,Me,Jason,Reagan and Guo Ming.Edmund not feeling well so he couldnt join us..
We picked alot of songs to sing and everyone had an enjoyable time singing and singing from 11am to 6pm.hahas.
Each of us paid $16..and we have free flow of drinks! Its very worth it right! =P
Hmm..yinghui not able to send the videos..so I can only upload the photos..
Didnt know Jason has another side..crazy side..hahahas..never judge a book by its cover.. =X
and theres one photo I need to clarify..theres no middle finger..its my second finger!hahas.see properly hor..you all look at all the photos..will see one photo..(me acting cute) =X then you all will get what I meant..hahas..
Went Sentosa with my little cousins and aunt all.heard theres new attractions there..and we tried out extreme log ride..pretty fun..but too expensive..$18 for just a little while.. =(
my aunt spent alot treating all of us..and its the first time i went sentosa with my relatives and my little cousins..playing luge and sitting skyride with them is indeed very different from the past times i am with my friends.hahahas..
anyway,i want to thank my aunt all for inviting me to join them.. ;)
met up with yiyi.. =)) laughed like mad regarding the xi yang cai story.. =X =P but now got new style already! hahas..
little rachael going to be one month old soon..whee whee..
and whenever theres free time=more time for my little jadon nephew! hehe..
sorry dearie chewheng..cant be there to lend you a listening ear when you are down..but at least I know whats going on now..thanks for sharing..sorry my memory getting a little bad =X if not wont forget to return your calls. =(( sorry..
meet up soon..next weekday! =)) no matter how tough your work going to be,hang in there ah! =))
think of your bubbly best friend me then you will SMILE! =))
met up with meilin cousin whenever free..we will explore singapore..hahas..find things that are worth price=andgood quality! especially clothings..blah blah.. =)) can ask me for more details..hehe..
got free movie tickets..because meilin went to Fox to get a pair of very expensive jeans..and they are giving out free things..so besides free movie tickets..we got beach bag..vouchers..and etc.I cant rememeber..hahas..
watching tansformer! =)
hmm lately have been working on some research work too.. =))
wont elaborate much for now.. =))
and yeaps..thanks alot edmund.. =)) for your help..and must be happy okay..I wont say much already.. =)
a particular person confessed his love for me..I am sorry..you will find your happiness one.. =)









I still missed him.7 months already.
will he forget me..forget my existence..
I wish he can ask me to wait for him..
can I wait..?
In life,its not easy to meet someone we love..
but if we get to meet him or her..
its even not easy to get togather..
it takes two hands to clap..
I want to give him my hand..
will he give me his hand too.. .. ..
I am awaiting for that day..if you remember you told me you wont leave me unless I chose to leave you..
am I not worthy of you..

Many a times,this thought have been running through my mind.
I always look forward..to my future..my goals in life..and etc etc..to dream.to wish.to hope.
but..reality is still reality..
to be optimistic and confident is good.
but I have the other side.the weaker side.no matter how beautiful life is,not everyday will be a sunshine day.. =)
Life is too unpredictable.
every second.every minute.every moment.very important.
no one knows what tomorrow will brings.
I may be enjoying my favourite music..playing my favourite games..doing my favourite diy things..but who knows..all these may be gone tomorrow..
LIVE FOR THE MOMENT.
I have learn to realised that.
not easy at all.but reality.force people to learn.is harsh and cruel.

I have been missing a person for half a year already..
He have been very busy all these time..
I fear..
fear that my existence will be gone in his world..
this thought have been running in my mind and heart all along..
I regretted..
for not being able to hold him..'dont know' as an answer given to him..and I have been thinking now and then..why am I so frail that time..how can everything just let it go pass like that..
things may have change for the better and everything may have last..
guess theres a need to take a break that time..situation too tense..
I always asked myself..we can make it a lasting one..isnt it..why will things turn out that way..
If i am not weak that time..
If time could stop at that very moment..I dont want let go.never will I.
I missed him so much so much.
If hes free.I wish he can ask me out for lunch.if he doesnt want to see me..i hope he have enough rest..
If hes busy..I hope he take good care of himself..dont tire himself out..and hopefully..still remember me..but i dare not harbour hopes he will miss me.. .. ..
I hope i am worthy of him..
no matter what..no matter where he is..no matter what hes doing..I want him happy and well.
hoping he will contact me when hes free..hoping he will talk to me..hoping he will want see me..
but I hide these feelings of mine and kept this heart.I want to tell him.. .. ..
my world always have your existence..
It doesnt matter if you are very busy..I will meet you in my heart..
and..
I treasure you.so much.
so much.
will he know my feelings for him..all these time..

Camwhoring with meilin cousin and Ted(the big bear).hahas.
Missed ted! big bear.heavier than me.fatter than me.I need more energy in order to throw him around.hahas. =XX
Look at my jadon boy! little nephew growing up day by day! more handsome.cuter too! hehe..know how to bully me already. =( but dotes on me alot too.sweet little boy! hahas.loves.loves.
and yea.If you all find the baby very cute..yes.shes my little niece! hahas.baby rachael! my tangjie just gave birth last friday~~ =))
My uncle family is getting bigger..hehe..loved this uncle family..grew up under their love care and concern..feel really heartworming..my second family~ =))

I missed Taiwan Days..

Everyone wished they had the answers to everything..
But life wont always go the way we want.. =)
Important thing is to have faith and tell ourselves we can find a way out..we definitely can. As long as we are willing to take a step forward..we can light up all kind of darkness and let the SUN shines. =))
WHEN THERES A WILL, THERES A WAY. =))

Life is so unpredictable..mine is like a roller coaster..full of ups and downs..I wish to control the speed..but its beyond my control.. =)Treasure every second,minute and moment..by smiling..spreading joys around.. =)Reach out for the goals in life and move forward~no matter how its going to be.. =)I have goals in all different aspect..but how am I going to turn the dream into reality..I want to continue to keep the music in my life going on..I will hang in,persevere..determined to add oil..and not give up =)But..my life seems to have lost a puzzle for half a year..so it doesnt seem to be complete..I have been awaiting for the puzzle to be place back to where it should be.or will the puzzle be gone forever?I dont know..I fear..Time wont stop.It will just keep on ticking.I must continue to move on! =)) let everyday be a sunshine day! =)) Every tomorrow will be a brand new day! =)