he meant so much to her..
but her emotions cant went out of control..not supposed to have the longing feeling..but why is it still hanging around..after weeks..
she only expressed her feelings to herself..because again and again..she knows the answers herself.. .. ..she told herself..his happiness is what that matters most..so she got to control her emotions..

Merry Christmas to all..
[she wished she can have him by her side to celebrate this Christmas.. .. ..]
[shes dreaming again..]