well.seems like I have been updating my blog these few days.I gonna miss singapore so much though its only 8days trip.i felt silly though.and I want to go sydney and hongkong and many other places..I am greedy..hehe..
Friday.soon.I should be feeling excited.but thats not really the case.I am quite sad actually.I am going to miss quite some people.those I am really closed with.Uncle,take very good care of yourself okay! qiqi will be fine.. =))
went out with chuan and shuyi today..it was a great outing..we sang alot of 'nice' songs..hahas..and was really super cold..aircon is FOC.lol.and went arcade.tried the new machine! =)) chuan is an expert..hahas..and I went to get some things too.. =))
took some photos.will upload when I am back from my trip.hahas.but sadly,no group pic.. =(
guess I am slowly getting used to my handphone..hehe..
and I saw chinhuat today! and his girlfriend! =))
well,and I saw the auntie I used to work with! so glad to know shes fine.enjoy chatting with her.. =))
I dont know if I am looking forward to christmas this year..but the plans are almost all settled..so yarhs..see how ba..I will make it a great one no matter what..so yea.. =) still,there are free time where i can meet other people..so people if want ask me out,can message me.. =))









she wears a smile in and out everyday.she is not truly happy in her heart.why is that so.
she keeps herself so busy almost everyday.she make an effort to revert back to her old happy self.shes trying hard to make everything fine.
compared to the past,she feels she have grown up alot..but shes a human afterall.
theres love in her heart still.but the love no longer open to anyone anymore..she decided to keep it for him...just keeping it silently..till the day he found his happiness..she will buried the love in her heart..shes aware they are friends..so she didnt say anything..just caring for him..knowing that hes fine..and everything turns out better for him..she will feel glad..
she have been a strong girl.but her weak side always revealed when shes alone.she suppressed her feelings these days.and when alone..she will cry a little.for ten minutes.not all the times.but when she couldnt suppressed her feelings anymore..she will cry..
no worries..shes okay..
she just wants to gives him happiness..but when she try to reach..she will somehow fall..and trying to stand up again..









one has to learn to believe.only then will be able to see hope..









to her..when missing him is a happiness..and not pain..
she understood..this is love..
but she knows that ONE star is moving away from her..
she doesnt know what to do..









life still moves on.and..









she dont know how to put it..