I wont describe myself as lazy.I am just not HIGHLY MOTIVATED yet.
alright.I am going to excuse myself from religion things for like one month plus.yes.I am going to do so.perhaps.I am not a good multitasker like 'someone'.hahas.I finally admit defeat.whatever.hahas.
INSANE mountain.that is all i can say.I am moving on.but I am slowing down too.I dont know why.but the energy in me dont runs well and smooth.this is so infuriating.argh.whatever.hahas.
come on,can anyone just make me laugh.I dont want to age so quickly.this is so saddening.oh hold on.I am not admitting I am old.so dont misinterprept my words. =p
music.not a place where i can find more inspirations.HOW COME.makes me feel sleepy instead.
all day long,I am just telling myself sleep.sleep and you will be fine,maybelyn tan.what a way to avoid reality.'maybelyn in wonderland'.hahas.
hear me crying.hear me screaming.all in silence.not out of control at the moment but going to.all the best to me.hahas.
I am at my wits end.no.not yet though.
kind of contradicting.a post with loads of rubbish.Suppose it is.ahahs.
Let me continue to rant please.am i ranting in the first place.hahas.I have no idea at all.
all I know now is medicine once again,taken effect.

why must technology be so advanced.
and my life nowadays getting standard.but as usual,it's always happening.
Its never the same.childhood times.just memories.yearning for bed time stories.hahas.still a young girl.and young at heart.hahas.

as usual,humans are SO hard and TOO hard to understand.
not referring to all.anyway,to conclude,feel how others is feeling.a good balance and control is important.

I am tired.
work to do.and meeting shihui tomorrow. =)
nights everyone.